I have been in an on-off relationship since 2019 basically 2 years and in the 2 years, 5 months was on and the rest was off. Finally he moved on and dated someone else because I broke with him again ( I am the one always leaving). Although I also dated someone when we were off too presently they are no more. To cut the story short we are on again and this time I promised to stay because I realized I was been toxic then so I want to change for him he deserves it but problem is I can’t feel the vibe anymore like he is tired.