I don’t usually talk about my feelings. That’s what makes me really difficult and sometimes I can get so sad it’s painful. I recently started talking to this guy and it’s untypical of me to entertain emotions related to love. I like him but not enough to be willing to open up and be better. Honestly sometimes I just wish that he forgets he’s in love with me then I don’t have to feel guilty of his feelings and not string him along just to break his heart in the end. I should let him go. I really should.