I don’t trust my girl due to the fact that she cheated on me. But I love her so much that I don’t want to lose her regardless. It’s almost a year now since we reconciled & I’ve been trying to play it safe while I’m in the relationship just incase history repeat itself. But the whole playing it safe idea is just overwhelming. I pray I don’t start simping for her again. Currently I don’t give her money, just stories. But I fear it’s going to make me lose her.