Just did 6 hours to go see my boyfriend, and all signs in this house looks like shits been going on. I just got here but I’m already moody, just wanna go back.
My boyfriend gave me something to smoke and I became paranoid.. Everything felt like a dejavu.
At some point I felt I was under a spell cause everything seemed like it had happened before..
Now I’m scared he’s using jazz to hold me down in our relationship, I can’t leave even as I’m unhappy.