I’m gay, and also sad. Sad that I tend to like guys who never like me back or find other gays who are just sex craved monsters. I don’t fuck with my fellow gays though, I find them a bit too excessive sometimes. So I turn my attention to straights who either toy with my emotions or do shit with me and leave unannounced. Is there a rule to being gay in Nigeria? Am I doing something wrong? Can i get any advise because I’m secretly in love with three close friends of mine and seeing them in relations(straight ones) is hurting as F. Am I allowed to feel this way? Am I stupid or just really dumb?