Been 3 years of good and bad times where we fought. I did hurt her but I apologized and decided to change because I found out I wasn’t matured to handle some situations until last year I made that decision to be better. She traveled Xmas and changed completely, we never had issues or sort, I made her feel so happy most times in the relationship but she decided to use the bad times as an excuse to humiliate me and break up. The words she said cut me deep, she knew I was becoming better, she emotionally blackmailed me 😣. I still find myself deep in thoughts about her because I still love her 🥺.