But why does every guy I’ve been with want to touch me every time they’re with me?Why did I always allow it? (still a virgin though), I’m sick and tired of it. I dress well, I know I’m so much more than my body. Is this what they call ‘sexual appeal’? I hate it! I hate relationships! And although I love Love, I just don’t think I was destined for it. I hurt so much for someone who smiles a lot💔.