My boyfriend has a close female friend he would choose a thousand times over me. So I’m expected to fight for his attention. But I’ve grown all my life having to fight for his love and the point he was ready to show it, I’d lost trust in him. So I was just there, not happy, not sad. And this new friend came in with so much vibe & energy which he prefers. I feel scared about this whole pleasing him thing. I don’t even know if I love him or I’m used to he being the only one I’ve dated all my life. I don’t know if I should quit or work things out.