Hello! I’ve been writing several times here on Connotare and my last post was titled ‘Death’❗I’m a 25 year old lady from Tanzania! I have so much grief within me that i have tried in several ways to get rid of it like (talking to my mom, friends, praying, asking pastors to pray for me etc) but nothing has changed and it’s 6 months now, i’m living with this pain and grief❗Today i woke up with an idea of commiting suicide but still scared❗God has blessed me with a good family and a nice job! But some things just don’t workout with me now! At least i can share this here! How can someone be praying for whole six months and nothing changes❗I guess the spirit of death is just haunting me❗Is there anyone from my country reading this? Thanks connotare for this platform!! Thanks to everyone here who have been giving hope to depressed people!! It helps alot!! I love you all!! God bless you!! I still don’t know what’s life❓So many things in it good and bad!! For me; i’m just so weak to take the bad things in it!! I’m giving up!! Love you!!