Heavy heart 😢

I just lost a cousin , I was not really close to her (never even met probably when I was little) . My stone heart is heavy and I’m fighting back tears, I hardly cry but hot tears are flowing freely on my face without much effort . Maybe because I prayed and fasted for her to be healed (she was in coma for weeks) and I believed she was . I keep asking why God took her away from us, from her husband and little boys (4 & 2yrs) from her loved ones,from her family😢😭 I pray we don’t get to share this kinda news for the rest of this year, pls say a prayer for her family. I pray her soul rest in perfect peace 🙏🏻