Simple

I thought I was going to marry this guy.we talked about our future,kids,house(s),a life together the. I let myself go.i was rude, condescending,loud and I regret it all now cos my heart literally bleeds.he was the love of my whole goddamn life and I lost him to someone who understands him the way I didn’t ,at least he claims to love her that much which means she’s certainly doing something I didn’t do.im trying to recover from the hurt but I can’t bring myself to.especially when something reminds me of him,of us I literally cry a river.i wish I could fix it all in a do over.